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Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Wed, 11 Nov 2009 20:32:53 GMT

i just wrote out a to-do list/schedule for myself for the rest of the week. i have an insane amount of work to do.
-math project (due tomorrow).
-research paper for wms (due tuesday).
-paper for explore (due monday).

the only fun thing i have to look forward to is student night at cso thursday, because i'll be workin' the rest of the week, basically.

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Tue, 10 Nov 2009 04:14:16 GMT

Went home with Samantha today, it was nice. I like spending time at her house. Kinda sad I like spending time at her house more than my own. Mm...
Paper due wednesday, haven't read the book. Gonna try to b.s. that tonight.
Work tomorrow. Scheduled to midnight. Probably won't get out before 1:30.
CSO thursday. awesomeeee.
addam's family tickets?
mcauley play?
only one day of work this week?!!?!

Monday, November 09, 2009

Mon, 09 Nov 2009 04:50:22 GMT

Made cupcakes, hung out with Maya, bought guitar and band hero, workwork, had another early meeting, napped and now...to catch a predator.

My weekend, in a nutshell.
I only work Tuesday this week, and I think I might get to spend an almost-full weekend home.

I can't wait to get my Windows 7 :]
Also, I'm pretty excited to work black friday. especially if I get the super-early shift. Mmm...10 hour shift<3

Wednesday, November 04, 2009

Wed, 04 Nov 2009 07:05:35 GMT

I need to start getting more sleep. I should have napped like I said I was going to. Oh well...I'll sleep when I'm dead.

Matt Groening on Thursday :]

"I am who I am, so damn." - l.bega.
Sometimes people come into your life at just the right times, and then I believe with all my heart there is a God.
I miss after-school time at McAuley. Sigh. I miss a lot of things, but...I think things are moving in the direction they are supposed to.

Monday, November 02, 2009

Mon, 02 Nov 2009 05:54:32 GMT

coming home always turns out the same: my mom lectures me, i feel bad/cry, i feel as bad or worse when i get back to school.
it's so easy to pretend you don't have problems when you can just run away from them; i always feel like things with my parents are getting better, but they're not. it's just that i don't have to deal with it everyday, but it doesn't get any easier when i DO come home.

maybe one day my mother will actually come to terms with this.
family counseling is probably going to happen. probably over winter break.

i'm sort of pumped to work black friday. i'm glad my job will at least get me out of the house for the month and a half that i have to live here.
i need to start saving more money in case i don't get an ra job so i can pay my r&b next year.

wish i had brought my zune so i could sync it up with new music. just downloaded the blueprint 3, man on the moon and the soundtrack for i am sam.
goodshit.

life would be so much easier if i didn't love my parents. but i do love them very much, and i need to know tha i have their acceptance. otherwise, i'm afraid i'm going to have to live my life without a family, and might spend the rest of my life trying to fill that void. and i know they're irreplaceable.

Thursday, October 29, 2009

Thu, 29 Oct 2009 20:52:18 GMT

tonight's gonna be a good night!
finally getting my costume together.
trip to blick, and then oak park for some five guys and finally watching where the wild things are :]

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Wed, 28 Oct 2009 19:13:46 GMT

Judging by WebMD, I might have tonsilitis, mono, strep throat or THE PLAGUE. thanks, WebMD. I'm going to the Medical Center after I turn in my paper via Bb. I've had this sore throat since...last Friday? Tonsilitis is supposed to go away by itself in 4-10 days. Last time I had strep, they told me that if I got it again I would have to get my tonsils removed. Arghhh. I miss my parents. somewhat.

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Wed, 28 Oct 2009 05:24:30 GMT

I need more time to myself. I feel like I don't have any anymore. And it sucks.

Conversely, Tina's friend is in for a few days (maybe a week? Idk), and she didn't sleep here last night and is not sleeping here tonight. I enjoy the quiet to an extent, but I sorta miss her.

It's crazy how much attention I need. The good thing is I'm not the kind of person people think WANT attention (maybe that's actually a bad thing?)

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Tue, 27 Oct 2009 05:04:10 GMT

I've honestly never been less excited for my birthday.
I'm not even really upset that I have to work because I have absolutely no desire to celebrate it.

Probably the best part of my birthday is that I'll be getting paid.
I got the two days off that I asked for - the 24th (because I have finals all day and don't like the idea of working), and the 28th (CSO aka "a class presentation").

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Tue, 27 Oct 2009 04:50:29 GMT

Yeah, I'll admit it: I miss my parents.
Every birthday and Valentine's Day, my dad gets me flowers. And I'm like...really, really hoping I get some this year. I don't know why, but I feel like not getting these flowers would be like...it. Like I'm no longer his "little girl", you know? And...I want to be, I guess. It makes me think of sad things like my dad dying and me not getting flowers on my birthday anymore. I don't know...I guess it's a bit melodramatic, but it's the way it is.